No matter what you are going through, don't loose hope. One day your desires will be fulfilled. Only wait with patience, and don't allow negative thoughts to destroy your belief system. Without the test there is no testimony. Stand even if you have to stand alone;
"Put on the whole armor of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil (Ephesians 6:11).
Let Go And Let God!
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